#1, next Monday is going to be, in some measure, surreal. Going back to 1995, the expectations, the nervousness. #2, next two weeks, on the other hand, are going to be more real than I would like to deal with. Most people will not understand my reasons for the decision I’ve made. Some will come [...]
I just need to remind myself that “today” is not my life. That hours are just a fraction of a day, and that not all hours can be as pleasant as I wish they were. I need to keep in mind that the clothes I wear to work and what I do for a living [...]
I had this entry written out in my mind some 15 minutes ago, but now it’s gone. I was in the passenger’s seat of Eze’s car fifteen minutes ago. I think I need a small electronic tablet, something to record my thoughts as they happen. If I let it go, I m ight never get [...]
I started working at my new place on Monday. I was handed my laptop just yesterday, though. Seems like they weren’t exactly 100% ready for me. The hours are weird, it will take some getting used to. I’ve been working at offices for about 7 or 8 years now. My punch-in time has always been [...]
Today it feels much more official, today is the first day of the last week, today is the beginning of a long good-bye. It was a nice “romance” while it lasted, and just the same, it’s always a bittersweet deal when it’s over. Promises of Eternity by The Magnetic Fields What if the show couldn’t [...]